EXCITING. That's how I can describe our 1st date. Well, technicality wise it's really the second. But I don't want to consider driving me to the airport at 3 in the morning as the 1st. Hihi! ="> I was really excited to see him after the bull sessions the previous night. It was the first time we went out together without our friends coming along. But don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't like the moments we spent together with friends because God knows how happy I am when we are with them, but this first "date" was special. It's the very first dinner we had after airing all the feelings out. No awkward moments. Really. And that's just happy. :) -- 11/14
RANDOM. We are geographically incompatible. But you make distance seem possible. You called late in the night and asked me out. Everything's spontaneous and random when it comes to us. We never make plans but we always make it happen. Late dinner at a random Mexican restaurant in the north completed my whole weekend. I started and ended what seemed to be the perfect Sunday with you. Thank you. ="> -- 11/18
UNPLANNED. Well, what's new with this? We always go on dates naman without making plans eh. Maybe because we both know that we suck at that. This doesn't make any difference with our previous ones. What better way to have the third date? As mushy and cheesy as it sounds but we went for the classic movie x dinner date. Despite the short notice (For we only talked this over for 5mins), the rush hour and the hassle of commuting, it still turned out pretty well. Amazing, actually. :)
PREMATURE. A night before our planned date, he sent panic to my system again by saying he's "on the way" to my house. We were on a "hall pass" the weekend before, so we did not get the chance to see each other. I like random nights like this. I like making random act of sweetness for you. Like giving you a random stuff and you giving me that random smile. :) - 11/28
DISAPPOINTMENT. The night was going smoothly. We were all lovey-dovey. Hearts and flowers everywhere. Serious talks. Heart-racing conversations. The can't-eat-can't-sleep-reach-for-the-stars-over-the-fence kind of feeling. But the abrupt change of the wind happened the moment we entered the club. This Hall Pass was uncalled for. And that's just plain BS.-- 11/29
BUTTERFLIES. You know the feeling when something happens abruptly and your stomach starts to cringe? The good kind of cringe. Tonight, the butterflies made a comeback in my stomach because the sweetest thing just happened. :) - 12/7/2012
HAPPY. I don't know why, when. where and how. But you came and I was happy. :) This euphoric bliss I am feeling right now is incomparable. I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY. I can't even stop smiling right now! Like OMG. My emotions are so overflowing I can't stop typing random things right now. Heart-racing, palm-sweating, my head buried on your chest, kisses on the forehead, on the cheek, on the eyes, everything is just plain bliss. :) - 11/09
POSSIBILITIES. It's proven that if a person wants to see you, despite the distance, despite the traffic, despite whatever reason that might hinder him, he will see you. Even just for a while. I have said it before, and I will say it again, I. HAVE. NEVER. BEEN. THIS. HAPPY. This is the best date so far. -- 12/12
RISKY. I forgot how good it felt to talk to someone about almost everything. Tonight, I got to know you better over dinner, cigarettes and beer. We were both relaxed, laughing and sharing stories like we're two old friends trying to catch up after years of not seeing each other. And then it hit me, you are not just a random guy I met. You are my answered prayer, you are my dream come true, you are the wish that was granted. And tonight, I am telling you that I am on the verge of falling for you. And it scares me. Coz I've never been in this situation for the longest time and I don't know what to do. I know you're scared too. And that's okay. Because as long as we are with each other, we can be scared together, slowly unfolding our own uncertainties and questions about each other. - 12/13
NERVOUS. Tonight, I met your brother. You know that I'm not into meeting the family and stuff like that. But you forced dragged me into this and you left me with no choice. I was shaking and was close to having a heart attack. But what the hell. I like you and I'm doing this for you. You should know that. :) Well, it was pretty okay naman, except that inside, I was screaming "get me out of here now". The world didn't end today. But I'm sure that I'm ready to explore the new world that awaits us. :) - 12/21/2012
ECSTATIC. Of all the dates, this one is the most special. It's our first Christmas together. I cried. For the first time, not because of pain, but because of joy. And I guess you know why. =) - 12/26/2012
DREAM DATE. I've always wanted a breakfast date. Not that breakfast date on an overnight trip or whatever you're thinking. I want a ma-effort morning date. Like somebody giving me a wake up call at 6 in the morning just to tell me that he's outside our house for an hour already, waiting for me to wake up just because he wants to have breakfast with me. Well, that's what exactly what you did. I appreciate the effort and your pagod driving straight from work without any tulog at all. You make distance seem possible and my mornings better. This is definitely a cross out on the my list of things to do before I die. :) - 12/28
SACRIFICIAL. I've always loved food. And that's a fact that is not new to him. So whenever there's a new discovery on the net, I immediately drag him even if it's miles away from my place. I have entered the title as such, because you sacrificed your one day of earning just to satisfy my passion (and hunger) for food. I love how you do simple things for me because I tell you it doesn't go unappreciated. I can't believe that in just a span of two months we've already gone this far. We're now on our 13th date and everyday I get happier. =) -- 12/30
BEGINNING. You are the first person I wanted to see on the first day of 2013. And thank God, you were there, though you're 2 hours late, it didn't matter, cause you still showed up outside my house even if it was just for five minutes. You see, this is what I really like about you. You find ways for us just to be together even in the most impossible situations. :) - 01/01/2013
FIFTEENTH. Spending the whole day on the first day of the year with you is something I will not forget. This is our 15th date, and I'm just happy that nothing has changed yet. We're still the same from the first time we met last summer. Just so you know, the kilig's still here. It didn't leave my system since the first date. -- 01/01/2013 - 01/02/2013
I used to be allergic with the thought of marriage and kids. But I'm considering it now. Not now but in the future when I'm settled and stable.
I used to think that relationships and commitments are overated, hassle and baduy, but look where I am now.
I hate chick flicks and love stories, but now, I am making my own. :)
