Needy

I am no expert when it comes to relationships. I used to think that commitments are so overrated that I gave up the idea of being into one. I hate romance. Never did I watch those baduy love stories for chrissakes (well except for One More Chance just because, duh?!) 

But look where I am now? I swallowed the words I said before. Turned my back to bitterness and took the chance of falling in love. The past 9 months was like a roller coaster ride - the emotional kind. But at the end of the day, I still find myself falling in line for three hours just to reach the climax of that ecstatic feeling. 

Not everyday's peachy. Its not always hearts and flowers. Sometimes its just heartaches and thorns. 

Girls are too emotional. They cry for no reason at all. I hate the rain. I am too random. And Im out of words. But Im still full of tears. 

I want to feel needed.