Part 2: On Moving On

its weird how one day you feel like you'll never be able to live your life without that someone and then the next day you're doing exactly THAT -- not being with that person anymore. MASAKIT. SOBRANG MASAKIT. :(

moving on is like moving away from the things you once thought were best for you. but it's not a reason to break down because you should let him be happy and because you still love him that has not changed anything. you loved him not knowing whether he loved you back or not. you may have lost him (and the picture of you together) but you should never lose YOU. NEVER.

the world continues to revolve and whetHer you spin (literally) counterclockwise to slow down the world's angular momentum, thinking that you can still go back to what used to be, IT'S NOT GONNA WORK.

he moved on, and you might as well move on too.

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she has done letting it go. and she knows it's now time for her to move on. it's hard to not be affected by his presence. his sole presence alarms her whole system. everytime she sees him, she wants to tell him that she will never be sorry for loving him (though a part of her still is.) but maybe, if by any chance they met in another time and place there might be a better shot for their relationship to last. it would've worked out differently. siguro di lang siya ready sa forever, and so was she.

bitter? not much. she's just not open to the "we can still be friends" kind of shit. though she have already forgiven him, still she doesn't want things to be messed up. it's better this way.

second chances for the two of them will be impossible. even in the friends department.

"im sorry" doesn't make things better between them. the anger may have been gone, but nothing changed. it's good to keep the distance. she may still love him. but she will never let her world revolve around him, she's moving on. making her world lighter and pain-free. :)

she isn't a child anymore. she's 5 feet, 7 inches tall -- enough to reach for the stars and she knows that her star might fall on her and make her wish come true

her friend once said "di ka makakapag move on hangga't wala kang nahahanap na kapalit" .

if in the future she totally moved on, it is because of herself and her friends, not because she has found another.

time will come that if you sayl his name to her, she'll flash a sheepish yet perfect grin at you and say "yeah. i remember him. I LOVED HIM." and she knows it won't take long.

time flies faster than you think. even if it seems impossible.

YOU KNOW WHAT OVER MEANS? IT'S US.