I've been wanting to write all my thoughts for the past few days but I guess fate forbids me to do so. I need to keep details to myself just to avoid questions that I don't want to answer or better yet questions that I don't know how to answer. There is no better explanation on what'ts happening right now. I'm just holding on to the fact that right now, I am happy. I am better. I am stronger. I learned to detach my feelings from physical attraction. I have separated my willingness to do everything for him from my wanting to just be with him. It's easier. Just how we always want it. No pressure. No commitents. No drama.