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I was up early to check if the weather was okay. Hello sunshine! I felt like the sun smiled at me and it felt really good.
I contemplated a little since I was not so sure if our "date" will push through. Not that i was lethargic but because of all the calamities that happened, going out was not on top of my list. But my mind finally gave in to my heart. We went out.
Never did I think that I will have so much fun just being with him. I know it sounded wrong and kind of impossible because he is SOMEBODY. He has a girlfriend. And I wish I do too. But from that moment, all I know is I am happy. Butterflies in my stomach, his arm on my shoulder and my heart on my sleeves. It felt like the first time again. Yes, I dreamed of being with him a couple of times. Wished to have just one date with him. Imagined being next to him, talking to him and be like kids. But I never expected all of this will come to reality. I felt like a princess around him. Not just by name but literally I did feel like a royalty.
I never thought that I will have so much fun spending time with him, though it was tiring because we wandered around for almost five hours. I didn’t mind. He was there and WE were together.
It was already dark when we decided to call it a day. He insisted to walk me home but I refused what sounded to be a good offer. It’s too risky. People we know might see us and might think something malicious plus the thought of my Kuya seeing me with him gave us no chance of living at all. So we made a deal, we can walk together inside school but will separate ways at the end of the lane – the Lover’s Lane.
Side by side we walked, teased each other, his hands brushed mine and my stomach doing the tsunami waves. If you know what I mean. :) I noticed how tall he was and for the first time i felt short standing next to him. It gave me the idea that we might look good together now and in the future.
We reached the end, we exchanged goodbyes and our last final says. I was the first to walk away. Then I heard him calling my name, I looked back and saw him running towards my direction. He handed me a pack of gummy worms and marshmallows.
Me: salamaaaat! *grinns*
Him: para ka talagang bata! haha! bye na ulit! ingat! :)
Me: okay. Ingat!
..and yes, he kissed me.
I was shocked! My right fist was ready to punch him on the face. But then, something stopped me from doing it. BLAME THE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH!
It was unexpected, but the moment was PERFECT and the feeling? It was MA-GI-CAL. I felt like a princess in my own fairytale. It completed my day, I was really happy and euphoria dominated me. The bliss started to numb my whole system and ecstasy never left me! I just found myself, smiling and liking the feeling. :)
He was not the guy I thought he would be. I got to admit. He has more to offer. I felt the respect and security I wanted from a guy. And that what counts the most, yes?
He did his best to make me smile, pick me up from the grave I am in and managed to knock me off my feet. I never wished for him to came, HE JUST HAPPENED, and I knew..
I will be happy again. :)
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