Part 1: Of Letting Go

letting go must be the hardest thing to do in a relationship especially if you became too attached to a person.

but no matter how hard you try holding on. still your efforts are put to waste.

we let go of someone because we know that it will be the hardest and the best thing to do at the same time. herein lies the paradox. it's never easy letting go. you can't just dump a person because things didn't work out the way you planned them.

until the thought sinks into our minds that you cannot go on with loving a person UNRECIPROCATED. UNREQUITED. UNRETURNED. the picture of letting go comes our way. :(

never let someone step on your ego and dignity just because you love him/her. love was NEVER the reason to hold on to something that keeps on neglecting, ignoring and letting you go.

open your eyes. it's never wrong to stand up for yourself and say "hey, this is not working right.."

WAG. KANG. MAG. PA. KA. TA. NGA.

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she saw him. she never intended to see him. she had no idea what her reaction was. she wasn't ready at all.

she didn't look at him. same goes to him. their eyes never met at all. they ignored each other's presence. though she can't help but look at him walking away from her.

WALKING AWAY.  from that very moment. she knew, it was the end for her.

the time she decided to break up with him, she only let go of the thought that they weren't in the same page anymore. but she never let the idea of loving him slip through her mind. she continued loving him. more and more. but as she saw him, rage and anger dominated her. all the things he did came back to her.flashing in front of her eyes. she can't help but feel bad. but still, she kept the tears to herself. she was always in good terms with her tears. it never betrayed her at all.

it was then, she knew and was convinced that the time has come for her to let her feelings go too. together with him.

letting him go as if nothing happened.

 forgetting him as if he never existed.